In the discussion of this letter, I realize once again how
important it is to "connect" to the heart of God in all of this. It is good to have our facts straight and a
solid foundation to stand on regarding God's great salvation. However, it does need to reach our hearts in
such a way that it's just like a child coming to know their REAL father for the
first time in their entire life, after years of being orphaned. And, that child finding security in the
outpouring of love that father has to offer this child.
The Scripture in Ephesians 2:4 says this: "But
God, who is rich in mercy, because of His GREAT love with which He loved
us..."
Now I'm not 20 years old anymore but I will say: "Now dig
this" in the Amplified Version:
"4 But God—so rich is He in His mercy! Because of and
in order to satisfy the great and wonderful and intense
love with which He loved us..."
The whole purpose to me of pouring over
this letter, getting it fixed into the core of our being, is to hold and enjoy
our permanent, paid for, powerful, and precious relationship and standing we
have with God through Jesus Christ. So
praise God, it's not in order to sit around and see who is right, debate on
things, being religious instead of real, and so forth. At least this is truly where I am coming from
- I need the Father God to be real in my spirit, because I know intuitively,
this is why our Lord came to the planet:
To save us, bring us into and back to God Himself - the Father God.
Now in rewinding things a bit, if anyone is
not settled by the fact that we have become children of God through faith in
Jesus Christ alone, then here is what kind of tapes will run in the background
like "howling" voices:
"Have I done enough?"
"Am I good enough?"
"Where is God?"
"Who am I?"
These types of questions are in man from
the fall. In my personal experience I
found that when I thought I was lacking with God, I would try harder. Then my experience was like the hamster on
the wheel - going round and round and never getting anywhere. Or, like the hole in the boat - think you've
plugged it up, and up pops another one.
Therefore I am BIG on settling the heart
exactly like the great old hymn declares:
"Jesus paid it all!"
This fact I've observed and experienced it
myself that people can be in the "church" for years and still be
distant from God. As a woman paints her
face with make-up to cover up, so a soul can "paint" their lives with
outward falsities because inwardly, the connection was never made. The security was never sealed. The heart was not deeply touched with the
reality of the cross and resurrection of Jesus Christ on their personal behalf.
So some people are sinning, not because
deep down they really want to - it's because they do not know the Gospel - and
are orphans. Some people sin because
they are rebellious - want nothing to do with God, because they've believed the
devil's lie about Him, about the Truth.
Some people sin because they are blinded by religion (even Christians)
and they too, are as in much bondage as the unbeliever, but won't admit it.
All these diagnosis though need
discernment. So if the Word goes forth,
the Light can come on. But may it be the
purity of God's Glorious Word and Gospel - for this is the Light God intends to
send!
I felt I needed to say these things before
we continue on in Romans. There is no
desire in my heart to be sounding like a scholar, or something of that
nature. No, I just want to
"sop" up the reality, because like you, I need every drop of God's
precious Words of Life!
Just so you'll know - I'm not leaving this
planet until I know in fullness.
Love to you,
Sue Gaither
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